my biggest dilema

March 18, 2009

So when i was 17 i turned into studying the mdetaphysical. when i refder to cult or witchcraft i am referring tio metaphysical. I personaly have never studied black magic etc.

Now today at 21 my belief is in an array of abilities that come through PSI and ESP.

However ichose to be a christian who believes jesus died for my sins.

I was diagnosed with hearing voices not to long ago. However when i listen to them they actually say demeaning things…but most of the time it sounds like the voices of people i know.

who? alost and pretty much everyone i hvae known in my life.

but the jist of it is these voices come through the supposed “tool” of telepathy and clairaudience.

Thus being told the spirit is never harmful by spiritualists…..I declare that what i hear is either demonic or i am really hearing it.

my view on psychics who use clairsenses are just really good therapists. good in a way of i guess manipulation but not in a bad way. aka money.

my view of a medium is one who does NOT connect with the spirit world but however is just giving the client a reading off the client. aka through clairsenes.

A justification is said that we on earth have a soul. and once we die our soul leaves the earth and merges with the spirit. therefore impossible for spiritual contact.

Through many forms of relaxative meditation i have also noticed meditating too much can be bad because it creates false pretenses of the senses.

for example imagining the forest creating a false sound of a woodpecker becomes a clairsensible object.

in finality my understanding is that satan has power preceptible to God.

Thus giving people the ability to see into the future. but not propheticaly.

Even though no one will ever understand or believe me I just listen to everything around me. I pick up on certain words that stand out when people talk or walk by or something i read in a book that stands out and becomex something on television…..kind of like prophetic chain of reaction.

I have mostly taken this as a curse but sometimes a blessing.

all in all i regret ever setting forth on a spiritual conquest through metaphysics. I would have rather been able to be who I am am just reborn a 12 year old kid in church.

I miss church. I loved sundau school. and what i learned in sunday school is who i am.

The golden rule: treat others how you want to be treated.

I am still keeping this blog active

March 18, 2009

If there are any souls out there commited to commited to keeping this blog going email me at janusmalone@gmail.com and i will add you to the list to add entries.

A mixed array of sorts

February 11, 2009

I don’t know exactly what I am feeling right now. Part of it is a sense of relief and theres actually an overwhelming joy in it.

Weather or not I will ever be able to straighten it out I just know I will be happy.

I will always be happy.

finding glory in God

February 4, 2009

I first started picking up the bible again when i was placed in a group home back at 16 years of age. I didnt read too much of it, in fact i only was able to finish the book of Genesis the whole time I was there. I stopped reading for awhile.

About when I turned 18 and was going through addiction I started picking up the bible again and “coding” linking scriptures as outlined in the NIV Bible.

I kept all the verses i had linked in a black book along with a few of my own personal prayers I had written down. Most of my prayers were out of desperation and Agony. I even came to ask God to take my very own life.

I kept reading little by little still fallowing the NIV linking scriptures outlines.

Now today, After reading the bible only as when I was in desperation I finished the book of Proverbs and Ecclesiasities.

I actually had been reading and meditating on the two books for about 5 to 6 months.

Today I opened it up again and when i was reading the book of proverbs it really hit home.

I flipped through every single book of the bible and slightly glanced over it as the more i was reaching the end of it I was feeling a sense of peace.

The most knowledge I have is in the Gospels of Jesus Christ. I have nearly no knowledge in any books fallowing that.

I have to say today however I have found myself in the word of god.

My goal is to read all the books in order from where i left off. That would be the book of acts.

would God make it simple?

June 3, 2008

Would god use us in such a simplistic manner? first off you all know how badly of a sinner i am but let that be between me and him. There are sins of the world and their are sins that are only between you and Jesus.

Hold on let me get the scripture im referring to…

Revelation 1:12-20

1 John 4:1-4

God has made us and some his vessels.Some of the vessels know who they are inside. In the spirit.

Now wait…your saying well how isthat he is speaking about the Christ but ralking as if there are other spirits?

there isnt…

in the matter of a communication transmitter….

an oracle or a psychic will predict….

the spirit will show….the spirit doesnt use past or present he uses that instant

*click*

like that

faster than the blink of an eye

iniquity in christ

May 30, 2008

Matthew 12:43 -

When the unclean spirit has gone out of a man, he walketh through dry places, seeking rest, and findeth none.

44 -

Then it says, I will go back to my house from which i came out,, And when it arrives, it finds the place unocupied, swept, put in order, and decorated.

Now heres the part that should be payed attention to.

Matthew 12:45

- Then it goes and brings with it 7 other spirits more wicked than itself, and they go and make their home there. And The last condition of that man becomes worse than the first. So also shall it be with this wicked generation.

For those of you dealing with spiritual warfare….you are not alone. These verses get to the point….

Matthew 12:46

- Jesus was still speaking to the people when behold, His mother and brothers stood outside, seeking to speak with him.

47

- Someone said to him, Listen! Your mother and your brothers are standing outside, seeking to speak to you.

Now it is most likely that these spirits have made their presence known. I know there are others out there were evil spirits are invading their life…

well then here is what The Word says about you in christ…

1 John5:4

- For whatever is born of God is victorious over the world; and this is the victory that conquers the world, EVEN OUR FAITH.

5 – Who is it that is victorious over [ that conquers ] the world but he who believes that Jesus is the Son of God [ who adheres to, trusts in, and relies on that fact ] ?

6- This is He Who came by (with) water and blood [ his baptism and his death ], Jesus Christ (the Messiah) — not by (in) the water only, but by (in) the water and the blood. And it is the [Holy} Spirit who bears witness, because the [Holy] Spirit IS THE TRUTH.

water is refered to as the spirit many times in the word.

7 – So there are three witnesses in heaven, the Father, The Word, and the Holy Spirit and these three are one.

God is the father. Jesus is THE WORD and the Holy Spirit is iniquity!

but if we choose the accept the wrath of these spirits brought on by man….

9 – If we accept [ as we do ] the testimony of men [ if we are willing to take human authority ] , the testimony of God, even the witness which he has borne regarding His Son.

When we accepted Christ our spirit which he gave us becomes willing to serve Him. However, we are put in a human body as flesh. As this flesh we become part of the World. As being of the world we are natural born sinners. You say Sin? yes sin. Sin is the anti-iniquity of our creative being that is part of being of the world!

I am as much of a sinner as you are. With the Sin in the world I can fall just as easily as you can. We have to unite in Iniquity! in Jesus Christ.

Jesus (the word) says we must become like little children.

1 John 4:4

- Little children, you are of God [ you belong to Him ] and have [ already ] defeated and overcome them [ the agents of the anti-christ ] because HE WHO LIVES IN YOU IS GREATER (mightier) THAN HE WHO IS IN THE WORLD.

So as being in the world and the times we are living in these seven spirits are upon all of us.

Revelation 1:12-20

12 -

Then I turned to see [ who was ] the voice that was speaking to me, and on turning I saw seven golden lamp stands.

13 -

And in the midst of the lampstands [ One ] like a Son of Man, clothed in a robe which reached to his feet and with a girdle of gold around his breast. { refer to Daniel 7:13, 10:5 ]

13 -

His head and his hair where white like white wool [ as white ] as snow, and His eyes [ flashed ] like a flame of fire. { refer to Daniel 7:9 }

15His feet glowed like burnished (bright) bronze as it is refined in a furnace, and His voice was like the sound of many waters.(A)

16In His right hand He held seven stars, and from His mouth there came forth a sharp two-edged sword, and His face was like the sun shining in full power at midday.(B)

17When I saw Him, I fell at His feet as if dead. But He laid His right hand on me and said, Do not be afraid! I am the First and the Last,(C)

18And the Ever-living One [I am living in the eternity of the eternities]. I died, but see, I am alive forevermore; and I possess the keys of death and Hades (the realm of the dead).

19Write therefore the things you see, what they are [and signify] and what is to take place hereafter.

20As to the hidden meaning (the mystery) of the seven stars which you saw on My right hand and the seven lampstands of gold: the seven stars are the seven angels (messengers) of the seven assemblies (churches) and the seven lampstands are the seven churches.

for here is what we are on our road to victory….

Matthew 12:25-29

25And knowing their thoughts, He said to them, Any kingdom that is divided against itself is being brought to desolation and laid waste, and no city or house divided against itself will last or continue to stand.

26And if Satan drives out Satan, he has become divided against himself and disunified; how then will his kingdom last or continue to stand?

27And if I drive out the demons by [help of] Beelzebub, by whose [help] do your sons drive them out? [a]For this reason they shall be your judges.

28But if it is by the Spirit of God that I drive out the demons, then the kingdom of God has come upon you [[b]before you expected it].

29Or how can a person go into a strong man’s house and carry off his goods (the entire equipment of his house) without first binding the strong man? Then indeed he may plunder his house.

1 John 4:1-4

1BELOVED, DO not put faith in every spirit, but prove (test) the spirits to discover whether they proceed from God; for many false prophets have gone forth into the world.

2By this you may know (perceive and recognize) the Spirit of God: every spirit which acknowledges and confesses [the fact] that Jesus Christ (the Messiah) [actually] has become man and has come in the flesh is of God [has God for its source];

3And every spirit which does not acknowledge and confess that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh [but would [a]annul, destroy, [b]sever, disunite Him] is not of God [does not proceed from Him]. This [[c]nonconfession] is the [spirit] of the antichrist, [of] which you heard that it was coming, and now it is already in the world.

4Little children, you are of God [you belong to Him] and have [already] defeated and overcome them [the agents of the antichrist], because He Who lives in you is greater (mightier) than he who is in the world.

We all go through this…

read Job chapters 1 and 2

For God has told you and me that we are safe.

Numbers 23:23

23Surely there is no enchantment with or against Jacob, neither is there any divination with or against Israel. [In due season and even] now it shall be said of Jacob and of Israel, What has God wrought!

That is our iniquity we have in Christ Jesus.

Thank You

comming soon

May 28, 2008

been gone for awhile but this blog is comming back

Ephesians 5 and the Armor of God

January 26, 2008

 OFFICIAL POST OF MINE

 

The Armor of God

 

 

God is Mighty Power.(Eph 1:19) That mighty power is Power for those who believe which is the working of the Mighty Strength.(Isa 40:26)

That mighty strength is the strength of God.

 

God gives us armor of protection however. It is the full armor of himself or the Armor of God.(Eph 5:13) The armor of God is the Armor of Light.(Ro 13:12)

Faith and Love Serve as the Breastplate, and the hope of Salvation as the Helmet.

righteousness is the belt and faithfulness is the sash around the waist. priests clothed in it. the breastplate and helmet of righteousness and salvation are garments of vengeance, like a spiritual cloak. we should be self controlled by using faith and love hoping for our salvation.(1 Th 5:8)

 

It says that we are competing against flesh and blood. Flesh and Blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God, nor does the dead inherit life.(1 Col 15:50)

Jesus became flesh and blood and gave his flesh and blood for us so that the devil could no longer have the power of death. (Hebrews 2:14)

those far above all rule and authority, power and dominion and every title that can be given, is given to those who believe in the Lord.(Eph 1:21)

the church, (manifold wisdom of God) should be made known to the rulers and authorities in the heavenly places.(Eph1:21)

 

God is the ultimate power. Jesus was given submission (power) over all. (Ro 8:38)we have been redeemed and blessed in the heavenly realms against evil by Jesus Christ (those who believe).(Col 1:16)

 

righteousness is the belt and faithfulness is the sash around the waist. priests clothed in it. the breastplate and helmet of righteousness and salvation are garments of vengeance, like a spiritual cloak. we should be self controlled by using faith and love hoping for our salvation.

 

everyone born of God will make it to heaven due to the victory of Jesus Christ who is our shield. our mouths are like sharpened swords with the power of the Lord, he makes us as sharp as an arrow in him and saves us until we are ready for use.

 

The full armor of God is the way Jesus lived by and acted by. (Book of Isaiah, Book of Ephesians)

Who is God?

November 26, 2007

I have found an interesting bible that has really helped me clarify through prayer deep questions that I have asked for answers from the Lord for very long.

I now hope the scriptures I share with my readers will help them as it has helped me.

God is All-knowing, Ever present, and all-powerful:

Matthew 10:29-31

29 What is the price of two sparrows—one copper coin[a]? But not a single sparrow can fall to the ground without your Father knowing it. 30 And the very hairs on your head are all numbered. 31 So don’t be afraid; you are more valuable to God than a whole flock of sparrows.

This scripture, as I meditated on it gave me the sense that no matter how bad things get God is ALWAYS there. It reminds me that every tiny and big thing in my life God has given me and it lets me know that we are favorable in his sight. “And the very hairs on your head are all numbered” lets me know that we a precious creation to God.

God is Holy:

Revelation 15:2-4

2 I saw before me what seemed to be a glass sea mixed with fire. And on it stood all the people who had been victorious over the beast and his statue and the number representing his name. They were all holding harps that God had given them. 3 And they were singing the song of Moses, the servant of God, and the song of the Lamb:

“Great and marvelous are your works,
O Lord God, the Almighty.
Just and true are your ways,
O King of the nations.[a]
4 Who will not fear you, Lord,
and glorify your name?
For you alone are holy.
All nations will come and worship before you,
for your righteous deeds have been revealed.”

God is loving and just:

2 Peter 3:3-9

3 Most importantly, I want to remind you that in the last days scoffers will come, mocking the truth and following their own desires. 4 They will say, “What happened to the promise that Jesus is coming again? From before the times of our ancestors, everything has remained the same since the world was first created.”

5 They deliberately forget that God made the heavens by the word of his command, and he brought the earth out from the water and surrounded it with water. 6 Then he used the water to destroy the ancient world with a mighty flood. 7 And by the same word, the present heavens and earth have been stored up for fire. They are being kept for the day of judgment, when ungodly people will be destroyed.

8 But you must not forget this one thing, dear friends: A day is like a thousand years to the Lord, and a thousand years is like a day. 9 The Lord isn’t really being slow about his promise, as some people think. No, he is being patient for your sake. He does not want anyone to be destroyed, but wants everyone to repent.

God is personal:

Acts 17:22-31

22 So Paul, standing before the council,[a] addressed them as follows: “Men of Athens, I notice that you are very religious in every way, 23 for as I was walking along I saw your many shrines. And one of your altars had this inscription on it: ‘To an Unknown God.’ This God, whom you worship without knowing, is the one I’m telling you about.

24 “He is the God who made the world and everything in it. Since he is Lord of heaven and earth, he doesn’t live in man-made temples, 25 and human hands can’t serve his needs—for he has no needs. He himself gives life and breath to everything, and he satisfies every need. 26 From one man[b] he created all the nations throughout the whole earth. He decided beforehand when they should rise and fall, and he determined their boundaries.

27 “His purpose was for the nations to seek after God and perhaps feel their way toward him and find him—though he is not far from any one of us. 28 For in him we live and move and exist. As some of your[c] own poets have said, ‘We are his offspring.’ 29 And since this is true, we shouldn’t think of God as an idol designed by craftsmen from gold or silver or stone.

30 “God overlooked people’s ignorance about these things in earlier times, but now he commands everyone everywhere to repent of their sins and turn to him. 31 For he has set a day for judging the world with justice by the man he has appointed, and he proved to everyone who this is by raising him from the dead.”

God is in control:

Romans 11:33-36

33 Oh, how great are God’s riches and wisdom and knowledge! How impossible it is for us to understand his decisions and his ways!

34 For who can know the Lord’s thoughts?
Who knows enough to give him advice?[a]
35 And who has given him so much
that he needs to pay it back?[b]

36 For everything comes from him and exists by his power and is intended for his glory. All glory to him forever! Amen.

The God of the bible is the one true God:

1 Corinthians 8:4-6

4 So, what about eating meat that has been offered to idols? Well, we all know that an idol is not really a god and that there is only one God. 5 There may be so-called gods both in heaven and on earth, and some people actually worship many gods and many lords. 6 But we know that there is only one God, the Father, who created everything, and we live for him. And there is only one Lord, Jesus Christ, through whom God made everything and through whom we have been given life.

update on prayer request website

November 25, 2007

it seemed that I had posted the link wrong

it is:

http://www.prayabout.com/


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